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[03 Jan 2010|01:16am]

So patricks girlfriend appearntly searched my name on google. Found my live journal. Read it. And told Patrick to read it. And I bassically think she needs to back the fuck off. That's a bit too much for me to understand. That's 15times worse then facebook stalking. And it really pisses me off.

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[16 Dec 2009|06:18pm]

Good day fine sirs.

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[12 Dec 2009|02:42pm]

Hey Mickey!!

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[30 Nov 2009|11:49pm]

I think little bitches should watch who the tell to shut up and nobody cares about your opinions to. Particularly when the person they say that to is the one letting you live with them because you had nowhere eles to go. Little fuck. He has a girlfriend now he can go live with her.
Anyways I had so much fun with Mallory on Saturday it was an epic party I don't remeber why I think it had something to do with beer pong and kittens. I love love love mallory and for the hundreth time it is completely fine to leave me and have sex with your boyfriend... As long as one of us is getting laid it's alright by me.
Too many fires in etna for real. It's scary.
I'm gonna go tell Patrick to move in with his girlfriend. I guess I am bitter. that he gets to move on before me. It kinda makes me mad. Then I get even more mad at myself because it actually bothers me. Such weird emotions. Do recall he was the only person I actually went out with so this is a first for me.
I'll get through this but it would be easier if he wasn't anywhere around me. I know I don't want him to be happy right now, maybe one day but not right now. Because I'm not I'm lonely and I feel as though nobody could want to be with someone like me. I'm a mom and have the leftover body to prove it. It's unfair, he has no responsibility. He occasionally has to set aside time to watch him where as I occasionally set aside time to not watch him. He everyonce in a while buys something Felix needs. All my money that I work for goes twords housing feeding clothing felix. He can just pick up one day and move on do quickly. And now Im like "does she know he has a kid?" "does she know he's staying with me?" "how long have they been dating? Were they dating behind my back?" it somehow makes me feel worse about myself.ehhh I don't get emotions. I'll just give up trying to analize how I feel since I don't know.
Work 9-3 tomorrow and wed. 8-1 Thursday and 10-4 Friday. <9.
For real though troy hill parties are off the hook.

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[23 Nov 2009|09:34pm]

These lyrics get me in the mood for pure awsomeness:
"super, over here
tell them, kill my friends
make your body pierce the pain
eyes roll back around
when skulls hit the ground
visions of the hosiery"
It's like perfect Canadian exermental electro <9

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[17 Nov 2009|03:25pm]

Alan is totally gonna get me fired. He keeps trying to keep me in layaway when he knows I work the front. But hey I dont blame him layaway is bumping.

I loved loved loved seeing Mallory and really enjoyed matts bed. It is the awsomest bed I've ever slept on and I don't see how he offered it up to a complete stranger.also I have high opinions of mr. Cable. Aka Ryan. He seems really nice and fun and devoted. To both Mallory and the blunt cause.

Update!!! Omg I drank jagiermiester with heather Barbus. No joke. She drinks now. I'm slightly pissed but so excited!!!!!! Yay yay yay. It was a dream come true. <9 I win. I totally fucking win.
Lost my Ebt card :(.
I want to go on a 'new moon' date? Mainly because I don't want to go alone. So If you or anyone you know wanna see it with me, let me know. I'm a cheap date I promise.
All in all is all we all are.

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[14 Nov 2009|02:23am]

Nevermind. Chris ferry came down and cheered me up with a nice game of push the button when the green light comes on and the last person to do so gets shocked.

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[14 Nov 2009|01:11am]

Fuck parties in oakland in the eye with a pitch fork. They are fucking lame. As are friends who leave you by yourself because you refuse to climb the ladder to the roof. F them I want to go home. Goodnight

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[11 Nov 2009|09:40pm]

Dear rude women who wouldn't speak to me but felt the need to leave a prayer at my register,
suck a dick.
Sincerly Theresa.
Ps why not donate to st. Jude. Sick kids no spread gods name yeah?

Chicago was awsome. It was so fn expensive though. They tax everything and it's 10% exept for things like red bull which is 13.5%. The people were nice. No accents I guess I need to explore the south and mid west further. Graemes roommate was nice. Tons of fun. It was basically amazing but I'm happy to be home. I missed fe and know where things were.
Modern warfare 2 came out and I want it pretty bad. No no no on thAt note Patrick got the edition with night vision goggles. Help us with our rent or pay anything at all to support your child. Not important. A hundred or two on night vision goggles important. I think he can suck a dick too.
I think I'm getting mader. I'm gonna go try to think about happy and positive things.
Ps text me I'm bored.

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[09 Nov 2009|11:52am]

There is a 24 hour party going on above graemes apartment. Graeme just left for his Monday class. So I'm waiting for mitch to get home from work. Pretty sweet. Chicago is alot of fun. Got uber trashed Saturday at the gay bar. When I say gaybar I mean it they had videos playing softcore gay porn. Chicago pizza is amazing. The people are nice, don't sound diffrent. The weed is all better. Generally good times. Graemes birthday today going out tonight pretty excited. Not to a gay bar but to a hipster bar Not 100% what that means. Be back tomorrow.

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[04 Nov 2009|09:33pm]

Dear diary, I think I really want laid. I'm not sure though. I need to work on exactly how i feel on the subject.
Going to Chicago Friday way too pumped. Must try to get said laidness before friday incase I die in a plane crash.
I cannot keep track of what color I have dyed my hair.
I love working electronics. I sold a guy a ds and pokemon. It was good. His 7 yearold will appreciate it. I asked if I could work there more long term then just hour breaks so maybe.
I hate hate hate melissa. Come to my work when she's there. You'll see why she's horrible. And can't take someone telling her she's wrong at all.
Anyways Felix is sleeping in his big boy bed I'm so proud of him. Its only his first time but No fuss at all.
Omg it's like the birthday week. Almost everyone in a 5 day span. Intenseness. Sorry everyone I lAck presents this year.
Really I made my hair the awkwardst shade it's like blah. Whateve maybe I'll fit in.
Okay I get back wednesday so we need to all make plans. Mallory I think I'm booking you either sat or sun, right?
Well it's bed time since to be at work at 8 I have to get up at 6.
Night night with tons of love
Me

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[02 Nov 2009|06:19am]

Dear six o'clock in the morning, fuck you!
Sincerly,
Theresa

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[02 Nov 2009|06:19am]

Dear six o'clock in the morning, fuck you!
Sincerly,
Theresa

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[01 Nov 2009|11:18pm]

Last night was so good. From Friends you didn't expect to see to new people trying get you drunk enough to flash them. Didn't by the way. FINALLY SMOKED WITH DRU! Sorry to be so loud but it needed to happen. By the way it was nice to see. Also met allens room finally, i had heard so many storys about that place. Anyways flip cup got me pretty crunked up although it didn't help that chris? Was pouring his beer in my cup making it hard to flip and Alan was a poor winner. Best Halloween party for me ever I think. Better then the partys with the ravers. I liked that no one was openly snorting pills. Lol. So basically I'm pretty happy. 5 days till Chicago! I'm excited! Gnight.

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[30 Oct 2009|01:50am]

Dear diary, I just had an amazing time out. Danced. Rapped. All the fun events I love. I danced with the schaf and the crush of my life, howeve he seemed interested in every and any girl who wasn't me. :(. Ehh kinda used to it. I've already said I doubted it would lead to anything. Anyways I definantly think I danced with a gay mAn like he was grinding on me backwards. We should have been best friends. For reals son. Also my suspicion that Nick might like me seems more probitable. I don't have any interest in him as anything more then friends and Im trying to not be biased. Is I wrong or racist to not be physically attracted to black men? I mean I'm pretty sure that if I did I wouldn't have a problem acting on or admitting it. But I'm not the closest thing is I might give t.I. A kiss on the cheek. It's more then that even on a personal level I'm not interested in him. He's all into violence like it's cool. And I think violence is lame, he is nice and I like him as a friend but frankly I don't really want anyone but one person right Now. And am completely content with that. I'm not looking for "mr. Right" I'm looking for fun times. What eles was there on my mind. Ohh yeah. I am not a lesbian. Girls are not for me. Thank you. Alright now that I got that out I must be up at 7 am. Night night dearest diary.

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I think that I'm in love [22 Oct 2009|12:18am]

With Neil Patrick Harris.

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[09 Oct 2009|01:06am]

Had mucho fun tonight. smiled too. Work at 9 am to 3pm. Come visit me!! I'm a really nice cashier. And I'm not mean when you say no to applying for the sears card. I like to dance when they play nsync. So if you could that would be bomb. If not tomorrow I also work sun 8-2 Monday 9-3 tue 9-3 Thursday 9-2. Yay. I might need another job. So I can pay some more bills. :). I hate credit cards don't get one. I'm gonna have to find another one to pit my first one on just so they stop charging me so much in fees. :(. But no really :) for real. Other then talking to my brother while drunk I had a great night. I found someone who likes to dance to classy music. I kissed my schaf. And had a rapping good time.I may wanna go to bed soon but I'm sure we will talk again. Ps. Come to kmart tomorrow to see me!!!

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Crystal castle is so bomb [06 Oct 2009|11:55pm]

No offense but boys are stupid particlarly ones named Patrick. I get up early walk to work walk home then am mom for the rest of the day and he's somehow the one who "needs a break".
Too much bitching sorry.
So year one was good. Funny.
I'm reading again. So fun times. I love foodstamps. Best thing ever. I like dancing. Matrix just might be my favorite place. Although it rough without graemes superior cockblocking abilities.
Laurens still being a craZy bitch as I'm sure it was noticeable all up on my facebook page. Works fine. I like working earlier. I get alone time. And get to be sociable with elderly people. Haven't gotten a sears card In a while though :(. I like when they put me in electronics. I understand it for the most part by default. And I like my coworkers. Since about half of them are my party with friends Lols. It helps knowing a schafer though.
I guess I'll go to sleep.
Ps when are we doing something? It should have already happened.

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[24 Sep 2009|12:12am]

Dear diary. I was called pretty and nice by my coworkers 3 year old son. It made me feel good.

Goodnight

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Stupid mother fuckers [15 Sep 2009|11:01pm]

Okay so the other day I go into a huge fight. Let's start at the begining. A very fine place to start. My neice got sick just alittle fever and the next day she had a rash, red spots all over her body. We called the doctor who said it sounds like the end of a virus and if the fevers gone shell be fine, just dont put anything on it. Well Felix that night got a fever. He went with Patrick to beckys house. It was fine, patricks good with a sick man and got the fever down. The next day he got the rash of all over red spots as I had expected and he came back to me for the night. well fastforward two days his spots are just starting to fade a bit and my nieces are gone. Now mind you I had spent hours researching the spots and fever and determined it was something called Rosella. A virus only affecting 0-3 yearolds. And was completley harmless as long as you got the fever down.

Now this sounds off topic but Patrick and his cousin have been fighting. A lot. She is unrational and crazy. I know for a fact. She had also been saying things about him to me trying to get me mad at him it was really obvious so I ignored it I don't need that shit.

Where the story comes together. She text me "if you don't take your son to the doctors I'm going to call cys on you" to which I reply "I talked to a doctor, it's a virus so you can fuck yourself." which set her off she called me things, I didn't reply until she called me a bad mother. So I pointed out how great of a parent she was. With her fucking at least 6 diffrent guys with her baby sleeping next door within less then a months time. Or her I need help my babys father threatens to hurt me then ohh we are getting married crap. So she starts saying your talking shit. How was That talking shit I haven't threatened her at all, which she has done to me. I didn't say I was going to do anything to her at all. I didn't say I was going to make her a crazy bitch and in her own words it isn't talking shit if it's true. Well after a while my mom stops by and texts her that it is just a virus and that she's dumb if she doesn't get that. She called is " lying bitches" which really pissed off my mom. So she called her and yelled at her. I think If my mom sees her shell slap her herself. But anyways my mom left. And Vince aka Laurene boyfriend calls me. Now I had assumed I didn't want to awnser a number I didn't know. So I let it go to voicemail. I wish I could let everyone here this message. I'm going to make a song out of it I think because it's that good. " you have one hour to call me back before I call cys and child protective services. One hour to call me" so I all him back and yell at him for being stupid as well he say I'll call cys again. I say fuck it fine call them because I haven't done anything wrong, I spoke to the doctor he isn't even sick he just has a rash. Once they knew I had them there the threat changed to " I'm going to call cys because patrick smokes weed infront of Felix. I stopped him there patrick may not be the best dad and he may be a horrible boyfriend/ baby daddy but he would never never ever ever Never smoke weed infornt of Felix. Now that i'm 100% sure on. But and however why would he threaten to call cys on me for what they claim Patrick did when he had Felix? Does that make any sense at all? No None. Proving my point. Becky called me back at this point so I hung up on Vince and talked to her about how much I don't need this crap and how she might want to tell lauren to reign the crazy in. Because if she threatens me again I will call the police. Becky told them the weren't to contact me again and she is there landlord so they do have to listen but that was my horrible day. I took two doses of lexapro that day. I'll update again real sooN but my hands hurt it's not fun typing long stories on the iPhone.

Love ya.
Theresa
Ps lonely as fuck could really use company. On a bus line

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